Tuesday, October 5, 2010

The Rising

I have always loved music, and the prophet Joesph Smith. So music about Joesph Smith is really great. One song that I really like is the "Rising" by Nashville Tribute. It really makes me wonder how when things got the best they also got the worst. As the Heavens sent out revelations the gates of Hell sent its worst slander. I know Joesph was a Prophet called of God to begin the Latter-Day work. He isn't a perfect, and had flaws (the only one who didn't was Jesus Christ). But prophets are imperfect people called to do a perfect work.



I told my mother what troubled my heart
I saw the worry as she took me in her arms
I told the preacher, and he looked at me
And I saw the rising that never let me be

Oh the rising
From weak things the great things
Are rising, rising
The persecution, the spirit, the peace

The spirit of God like a fire it spread
Calling the nations put a price upon our heads
Running through darkness and running to light
Praying on our knees for one more day every night

I don’t know all the answers but I do my best
To live up to the rising that won’t let me rest

Oh the rising…

I'm a Mormon.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Hi Tor High Adventure

On Preparation-Day we missionaries try to find something cool to do together. Its often sports or playing games together. Something that we have done a few weeks now is going to a little creek with some waterfalls called Hi Tor.

Its a really cool place to go. The water doesn't get much more than ankle deep, but there are about 4 waterfalls that are there are amazing, and the last falls are probably close to 50 feet tall.

So this last week we went there, and before I had happy to look at the large falls, but this week I really wanted to get to the top. I didn't climb the falls like most of my fellow missionaries, but went around climbing up the gully side. We found a rope to help us climb up the side, and we took it to make it easier and safer to down the falls.

After throwing some rocks in to the pool at the bottom we came down, and about 10 feet from the bottom the helpful little steps to get down and the rope ran out. So using the last few feet of rope, I tried to get over to a better run to climb down free hand. Right as I was going to get to the safety the rope conveniently decided to snap. I was lucky enough to only fall down a couple feet before I stopped myself, but that was scary to fall even that far unsure of where I would stop before the rock floor.

By the time the adrenalin rush wore off I started to think about what had happened, and if the rope had been long enough to make it those last treacherous 10 feet. It still would have been hard work, but it would have a simple trial.

I realized that Christ is like our rope. Unlike my short and weak rope, Christ has an infinite rope of infinite strength. We can rely on his help no matter how deep we are trying to climb from or how difficult our next pass is. And when the pass gets impossible to climb, when we have gone as far as we can, when we just don't have anything left to give he can carry us past those points.

As I have thought about and pondered the atonement I realize that is doesn't make things easy. It doesn't take away our personal effort, or even our responsibility. Rather it allows us to do the impossible, what we simply cannot do ourselves.


Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Good Things Yet to Come

I really love this Mormon message. It really makes me think every time I watch it. Jeffery R. Holland is one of my heroes. He is passionate, he's had success in life, he has had a successful family, and he's a man of God. When he was pleading with his past self to not give up, it made me think, what if he had given up? What if he had just stopped, turned around, and forgot about the journey and goals he had set? Who knows where he would be. Its was such a small moment in a momentous life, but had he forgotten his purpose how lost could he have become?

I guess I shouldn't just talk about it, but here it is

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Faith

I have been thinking of my faith lately. Its something that I seem to lack quite often. I have watched the video on forgiveness a few times now, and the man, Chris Williams, impresses me very much. As I consider what I might do in that situation, and I am not sure I could have the strength or faith to forgive as readily.



What is faith? We think of it being a belief. I believe many things, such as the earth is round, its bad to stick your fingers in power outlets, clouds are made out of water, and that cars don't run without gas. Because I believe these things I would sail across the ocean, I don't stick fingers in power outlets, I carry an umbrella on cloudy days, and pay part of my life savings to put gas in the car.

What makes faith in God different? Why is it considered so important that scriptures talk about it all the time, and its considered the base of all religion?

"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." (Hebrews 11:1) Faith is like the footprint that is left behind. People believe in Bigfoot because they have found big foot prints. They believe him even thought they don't see Bigfoot, all they see is what he left behind. God leaves his marks everywhere. "All things denote there is a God" (Alma 30:44) We don't have to see God to believe in him, we just have to see where he has touched our lives.

"Faith is not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true." (Alma 32:21) Hope, we hope the things that we believe are true. If we only hope for the things we know, then there isn't much to hope on.

"Faith is a principle of action and power. Whenever we work toward a worthy goal, we exercise faith. We show our hope for something that we cannot yet see." (Gospel Topics, lds.org) If we have a goal to lose 5 pounds (or 50) we start by trying to eat better and exercise more. Both are not much fun and can be rather painful. But we have faith that it will make a difference. We may have watched their effects on others, or watched the info-mercial with Chuck Norris testifying that is works. We exercise the faith that what they tell us is true because of his wash-bored six-pack testifying to us it really works.

For some reason when we see happy people, and they start talking about God, it doesn't have the same convincing power as Chuck Norris talking about the total gym. We might think is works for them, some way to tell themselves everything is alright. We can't take their testimony. But we too must exercise the faith that what they say is true, and they can have the Holy Ghost testify that it is true.

"But behold, if ye will awake and arouse your faculties, even to an experiment upon my words, and exercise a particle of faith, yea, even if ye can no more than desire to believe, let this desire work in you, even until ye believe in a manner that ye can give place for a portion of my words." (Alma 32:27)

Friday, July 23, 2010

The Shadow Proves the Sunshine

One of my favorite thoughts, one that awes me every time I think about it, is "the shadow proves the sunshine." It took me a while to understand it. To me it says basically that we know that there is a sun because we can see the shadows. Because of the darkness we can see the light.

When thing have seemed the darkest and the hardest is when I have been able to see where the most light is. Even when I have hid myself in some dark crevice, God somehow seems to find me and show a little light. I still had to choose to hid even deeper or go towards the light.

The fact that there is darkness, pain and suffering in this world only shows to us that there is light, joy, and happiness. This dichotomy doesn't prove that God doesn't love us, it doesn't prove that he isn't there. It can show us even better that he is here. The shadow proves the sunshine. The good proves the light. Evil proves God.

I'm a Mormon.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

The Mormons

Mormon can be kind of a big term that means alot of different things to different people. To some it is the guys in white shirts and ties, to others some crazy religion that did things worthy of a campfire story, and to others a friend, nieghbor, or family member. Whatever mormon means to you here's a little bit about what we try to be.

We try to be good people. One of the most gratifying things that I have heard said about us by others is that we actually live what we teach. We may talk and rejoice in Christ (because we are Christians) but we also try to be like Christ. We are still far off the mark and often mess-up.

We try to worship God in the correct way. With all the differing ideas about God its good to have some stability. We believe that we have a prophet that directs us just as prophets like Moses and Abraham directed people in their own time.

Our religion isn't a new American religion. We believe it to be the same religion that Christ brought to the earth, but now restored the way it was intended to be!!

For a basic outline of our beliefs go to: The Articles of Faith

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

My Conversion Story

I am a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I was born in to the church and have been active in it all my life. Some may say that I have been trained by my parents religion. But I know for myself that it is true.

I remember going to church as a kid and dreading it. I hated the stupid songs, three hours of boredom, and plenty of kids to pick on me. When we turn eight in our church is when we are baptized and officially become "members," and as I came up on that age I didn't want to be baptized. I didn't really believe it and I thought that if it was true I should I wait until I had something to actually repent of? After getting asked over and over I decided that I'd be baptized so people would stop asking me! Surely the annoyance was worse than actually having to repent on my own, so I was baptized when I was almost nine.


As time passed and I continued to go through the motions; church, singing, going to activities, until I started to get into middle school. It became apparent that I needed to know it for myself instead of following. So I prayed occasionally about it, not quite sure if God was even there or if my pillow just enjoyed the occasional conversation.

After months of just kind of wanting to know, I was at a wedding reception in the Joesph Smith Memorial Building. I remember looking at the cool statues and things around the main room
especially a large statue of the Prophet Joseph Smith. I looked up at him and wondered about who he actually was and if he had a vision of God the Father and Jesus Christ. As I looked at him a warm feeling came into me that he truly had been a prophet. I then had a flickering testimony given to me by the Holy Ghost

But I certainly didn't change my life, that would have been entirely too difficult. But I now believed. It wasn't until the following summer that I had another encounter with the spirit. It was at a camp called Especially For Youth that is put on by the church in many colleges. I attended classes, went to dances, and fell in love just about all the girls there. I noticed that a lot of my peers knew something that I didn't. They actually wanted to learn, they actually cared, and they wanted to do what was right.

The last night in camp we watched a video. It was the testimony of the Prophet
Gordon B. Hinkley of Jesus Christ set to a dramatization of Christ's life. I felt a warmth come into me, a spiritual embrace, and a coming conviction. A true testimony had finally found me.

The reason I share this, with the world is because I want people to find the same thing I found. I firmly believe that truth can and will withstand honest investigation and questions. If Jesus truly is and was the Christ, if Joseph Smith was called by God, and Thomas S. Monson is called today by the same God, then you have the opportunity to embrace the greatest miracle in the world.

I know that God will never lead us astray. God, His Son, and the Holy Ghost can only testify of the truth. Mormonism doesn't ask you to forsake the faith and understanding that you have. It will increase your faith and add to the truth you already know. All I can ask is that you pray and seek for the witness that God has for us. See if you can find truth in the Book of Mormon by reading and praying about it. There is no better way to learn what the Book of Mormon teaches than to read it. There is no one better to ask if it is the Word of God than God himself.